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Monday, December 29, 2008

 

Haven't been writing here for long.

It's a long annual leave. Finally some days to relax, lay back. Evaluation. (sounds old-fashioned huh!)
When you are too stuffed with work and urgent agenda, it's too much an extravagantness to think about life, or make it simpler, yourself.

Seriously haven't been long to have life without work. I couldn't and wouldn't put all blame to my workload. I always believe one could spare time for oneself given her determination. Mine is not enough. Procrastination kills.

My ex used to set new goals for every new year. He used to ask me my goals during casual chats even we've broken up. I was sick of this. I tend to let things go its way, never wanted to list from point 1 to point 10;  even I did this, the list would vanish without any reason 24 hours later, I am quite sure. Lack of determination I admit.

I don't intend to propose any drastic changes, I know it never work for me. At least I am going to remind and push myself for things I should do - Get Things Done. I am too lucky to have parents who paved my way in the past two decades;  good friends around who's always trying to put me back on the right track; kind bosses who always remind me deadlines and pushed me forward. Thanks to all these people. It's time to kill my little devil of procrastination.

2008. A year filled with experiences. Work and Relationships were driving me horribly crazy. I am still trying to get rid of the craziness. For some of those, I nearly couldn't recall the name. For one that hurt a lot, I know it was all a total mess. Worser than any TVB drama and any story you can imagine; yet still, I dare not announce a complete close file, but at least I am getting through.
It's hard. It's a tough lesson. Pisces is such a person overfilled with emotions.
It's time again to let my Angel D conquering my Devil P.

2009. I won't ask for complete smoothness. Experiences are going to be essential elements to my life lessons. I am asking for peacefulness and a contented life, healthiness to my loving parents, family and all my friends.

I love you all. Happy new year!

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